Son of BiPolar Expedition

Feel free to borrow if you so desire.....

So I buried the following....

Kenny
Uncle Joe
Cousin Ray
Uncle Tommy

And Mr. Hall....he died on the Day of the Dead, after I gave him CPR. He had been declining for a while. It just still sucks that not 3 years ago He broke his collarbone skiing. And shooting groundhogs. I feel bad for Mrs Hall....

 I am tired of bullies and bullshit. Tired of some guy pushing Friends with Benefits on me. I am tired of these weakling, know it all males, them being too pussified to get out and live. I hate bitches who destroy good men. I hate bullying little boys who break good women.
I am tired of most of my gender. I am tired of shallowness, of hypocrisy, of the fact there is no real character.

I hate the Kartrashians and all of their ilk.

I am tired of sheeple.

I am tired....

Here s to 2012.....

my best friend... almost every day

So I help JC at a 7th Day Adventist yard sale and was pretty much shunned by the females....both of them which were working as I was.   No one showed up , not even other church members. We wrapped up at 1230  1.5 hours before the end.

I decided just to listen to female 1 , who shall remain nameless, and female 2 who was older, but just as much a true believer. I have decided that They are totally out of the ballpark.

I am convinced that , having the hallucinations and the voices in my head, I too can start a religion and have peeps give me money....

But I wont, it goes against my sense of justice and the quest for truth.

Shopping for Cat Litter in that hot bed of religious revival Walmart 322 Upper Chi....

Accosted by cookie cutter Anglo Chick

HAVE YOU FOUND JESUS?

Me: HAVE YOU PEOPLE LOST HIM AGAIN? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THAT HE S RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU?

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Somehow, I got asked to design stained glass windows for a church I don't believe in and do believe it s set up like AMWAY..to paraphrase..Show the Prophets, Spend the Profits....but I did some of my best graphic work. Instead of incorporating the Spanish Inquisition, or Hieronymous Bosch, look it up, I hung on the God is Love theme...which after reading the Bible, Im really not convinced of that either...and Also using St Paul, whom I think either was bipolar, or off of his meds most of the time ... I also combined a little of Frank Lloyd Wright and tattoo banners for inspiration and a lot of bright colours. So hopefully I will get paid for my time. I also said my company was Heathenography....

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Again, the Worlds gonna end on 21 Oct....Again the populace is exploding in superstitious lunacy...again I want to do the following...

scatter clothes and shoes with dry ice under them....
fill blow up dolls with helium and let them fly

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saw the awesomest items that are dually functional....I simply have to get these
1 they make you notice me on bike
2 they seem to piss off uber Xtians

check them out

http://http://masei-helmet.mybisi.com/products/masei-unclassified-409-helmet

and

http://shoppingmall.cutecat.net/st03/index.php?proddb=1&pid=28492

somehow wearing bones is calling the Devil upon you....this I really dont get ...since we wear bones all of the time...and yes I have decided not to age past 16 in my head and have massive amounts of fun , this seemed to be something to have fun with as well as keep my fat ass visible on the War Pony....

My brother broke C5 and C6...has a titanium plate. Supposedly died( I wasnt there, so I cannot bear witness to facts) Received the best care pronto.

He is in a wheelchair.

No fine motor skills in his hands.

I really feel bad for him. Serious. This could have been me.
So when I go there, we talk. he asks me questions about depression. About where he can go. About hallucinations...jokes about racing his wheelchair. hooking it up to my bike with a Reese hitch.


Mike had a heart attack and had a stent put in....he is going to enjoy his second shot at life...I asked him point blank , How does it feel? After an ice water stop, he said OK...eyeopening...

Not sure where I am going with this, if anywhere...I just had to write things down.

Well my father proposed that he d buy me a house ...but I d have to have Chuckles and a convicted felon living with me. O and the house is in Chester...

So Chuckles may get a house and I ll once again hate him that much more

What friggin part of FUCK NO I DONT WANT TO SHARE A HOUSE WITH CHUCKLES  DONT YOU GET?

It s a not a home for me, but a fuck farm for you... I so cannot wait to get to the day where I dont have to see you....

and it doesnt stand for the pussified for the win